Sunday, June 9, 2013

Thoughts On Sleeping Better

I have trouble sleeping most nights. Lest I sound wanting to feel special (or defensive for that matter), I know many others struggle with falling asleep, too. However, those are different things. It's unfortunate but I suffer from both. I have tried every trick: counting sheep, drinking chamomile, meditating, reading from my Kindle, stalking beautiful creatures on Instagram. DO NOT DO the last thing, btw.
So on nights when I'm wide awake like a deer on headlights, I get on my phone searching, ogling for whatever I can purchase because new things make me happy like that.

Bottom right: Aesop but from The B Shop.
The latest obsession comes in the usual liquid form (not liquor, btw). I'm 22 and though there's a higher probability that I'm just overreacting, I have an omnipresent fear of ageing, as in looking old. Despite my theory that all these beauty forums are only ingeniously engineered to drive self-absorbed individuals like myself to mass consumption of their commercial products, I find a couple of upsides to it: 1) I'm driving the economy. 2) I'm happy with a better chance of falling asleep and sleeping.

Despite living in a place where the soul of the loyal skincare-disciple is fed well by Shiseido, Shu Eumura, SKII etc, I found my hunger veer elsewhere, particularly strong favour towards less popular beauty lines like Trilogy (among Asians, at least). Note that this favour only comes from diligent research online. I haven't actually tried any products from Trilogy prior to being hooked on it. I'm so trusting like that.

A quick stockist search and I've found my new Mecca: Cosme Kitchen. The photos above are nervous snaps I took whilst browsing through their merchandise. Balms for the lips, hands, body, organic hair products, organic make-up, I felt so dirty being there. I wanted everything. But as my bank account dictates my life's decisions, I had to settle for a single purchase that was enough to get me a membership  plus a 10% discount. 
My beauty haul: Nars concealer, Trilogy RHO, Shu Uemura eyebrow brush
Perhaps I will sleep better from now on. Perhaps not. But it's alright. I'm happy now.