I can't seem to hold an interest too long to really master it. If you must indulge in looking back at my past pursuits as documented here, you will find how I jumped focus from travels to food to what I am currently obsessing over: home.
I don't think there's anything wrong with it. Whose blog is this anyway? Damn straight. However I keep kicking myself in the head (as if possible) at how terrible I am with follow-up. People have always teased me of being commitment-phobic. Why I can't seem to take the plunge and wade in it long enough escapes me. Hah.
How crazy is it that I publicly professed my GAMEFACE this 2013 (not sure if you out there care at all)? That was in January, fresh and doe-eyed about what seemed so certain then about my future. Three months later to the present, it shatters me how I'm inching in to saying it feels like I'm back to square one.
I guess I should just take my life less seriously. I feel like all this constant brain cell activity is making me age.
Ergo I have decided to go YOLO (an acronym I abhor; but if you knew me, was necessary for rhyming purposes) this spring. If I can clear out my work schedule, I'm going to rekindle the affair I have with Tokyo next weekend and then perhaps take my parents around Osaka for a couple of days during Golden Week before I fly off to the shitshow waiting for me in the Philippines.
I'm hoping the vacation dayssss I'll be taking will benefit my lack in decision-making re:focus of this blog. Surely there'll be enough sights, food and new purchases to gab about.
Meanwhile, as we wait for the dust to settle,
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| Exactly how I feel about cats. Hey, well at least I won't end up a cat-lady. That's one certainty. |
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| This is my "Alice-ness" at work right now. Just started on a new book, obviously. |
